My World Is All about You

Chapter 487 - 487 488 Struggle (2)_1

?Chapter 487: Chapter 488 Struggle (2)_1 Chapter 487: Chapter 488 Struggle (2)_1 Besides, she had already lain on the cold operation table once for a contraceptive procedure. At that time, every other woman had family and a husband alongside her, but she was alone. Therefore, she really didn’t want to end up alone on that cold table again for an abortion.

Actually, she had once thought about having a baby; but that was when she was with Shen Liangnian. She always believed that a child was a great gift from God to those who love each other. She and Liang Chen didn’t have that kind of love between them; this pregnancy was entirely unplanned.

So, with all these thoughts swirling in her mind, Jing Haohao was unsure what to do.

Jing Haohao lay quietly amidst her turmoil for quite a while, until 3 pm. They were due to depart for the filming location, and she still hadn’t come up with a good solution.

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The outdoor scene Jing Haohao was filming in the afternoon involved her sitting on a swing, with a guard standing behind her, pushing her.

At that moment, looking at the swaying swing, she had a thought. If she were to sit on it, pretend to lose balance, and feign ignorance of her pregnancy, she could fall off and end everything. Then, she wouldn’t have to agonize over whether to keep the baby.

However, even though she had these thoughts, Jing Haohao couldn’t bring herself to do it.

She was already considering not having the baby, but ironically, before filming, she had intentionally checked the swing for safety hazards.

The afternoon shoot, which only actively involved Jing Haohao in half of its scenes, was completed quickly. She returned to the hotel early, continuing to immerse herself in her inner conflict.

At 4 pm, Jing Haohao threw off the blanket, sitting up on the bed.

No matter how indecisive she was, how hard it was to let go, the unvarnished truth was that she couldn’t keep the baby.

Her cruelty now was mercy for its future.

She and Liang Chen were already in a mess. If she dragged a child into this, wouldn’t it cause utter chaos?

As it stood, Liang Chen appeared to treat her well, but how long could this last?

Shen Liangnian had treated her even better, and they even had a history of ten years. Yet, in the end, Shen Liangnian still betrayed her.

The hotel room was very quiet. Jing didn’t know where Jin had gone. After struggling internally for quite some time, she got out of bed, dressed, grabbed her bag, and walked out of the hotel.

There was a long-distance bus from the Film and Television City to Jiangshan City, not far from the hotel. Jing Haohao bought a ticket, waited for about ten minutes, and then set off for Jiangshan City.

As Jing Haohao sat on the long-distance bus, her head leaning against the window, she looked at the bright sunlight outside. Feeling the cool air blown by the overhead air conditioner, she raised her hand to adjust the air vent a bit.

Even though she and the child in her belly were going to be separated, before that could happen, she still attempted to do as much as possible that a mother should do.

Perhaps, it was a kind of compensation for him.

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Liang Chen had a relatively easy day. His work in the morning wasn’t too busy. He attended a lunch meeting and, in the afternoon, played a match of golf with Mr. Lin.

His performance in golf was exceptional, and his collaboration with Mr. Lin was harmonious. This really was a day of favorable happenings.