Chapter 395
Chapter 395
“Um, Yoon Si-woo…? Well, since we’re dating now… If you want to, you can do it…?”
“… … .”
As soon as I asked that, I felt something that had been touching my lower abdomen suddenly rise up.
“Ah… .”
I flinched involuntarily at that dynamic movement, and Yoon Si-woo slightly averted his gaze and blushed.
As if he was embarrassed and embarrassed because he had been caught thinking something he shouldn’t have.
But why did I ask Yoon Si-woo that question in the first place?
Wasn’t it to ease Yoon Si-woo’s guilt, to let him know that what he did yesterday wasn’t something he shouldn’t do anymore?
“… You wanted to do it, so this happened?”
So I quickly told him so that Yoon Si-woo wouldn’t feel embarrassed anymore.
“It’s okay, you can do whatever you want… .”
As if to clearly express my intention that it was okay, I slightly let go of the blanket that was covering my body.
Naturally, the blanket that was covering my body fell, revealing my naked body without a single thread on it.
“S, Scarlett… ?!”
Yoon Si-woo was startled by my actions and immediately turned his head to the side.
But in that moment when he turned his head, I could definitely feel it.
Yoon Si-woo’s hot gaze brushing past my exposed body.
“Ugh… .”
At that moment, I felt a surge of shame and unconsciously covered my chest and the embarrassing area below with my hands.
Only then did I realize that I had put the cart before the horse and took my hands off my body.
Then I gently grabbed Yoon Si-woo’s face with that hand and said,
“T-you don’t have to look away like that. We’re dating now, so we… .”
He said that while making me turn my head back towards him.
So that Yoon Si-woo could see me clearly.
That means that now you can see me, that I can show you my body.
So that Yoon Si-woo can know for sure.
“Ugh…!”
Yoon Si-woo’s face turned bright red in an instant, and he let out an “ugh” sound before pulling my hand away from his face and turning to the other side.
Why, why is Yoon Si-woo acting like this…? Did I act too burdensome…?
I flinched in embarrassment at Yoon Si-woo’s appearance as if he was rejecting me.
However, right after that, when I saw Yoon Si-woo’s actions, I felt my tension melt away.
Yoon Si-woo turned around and crawled on his knees on the bed, and I saw him grab a small bag that looked like vitamins from the desk drawer next to the bed.
When I realized that it was a condom, I thought, ‘Oh, thank goodness… I was relieved and watched Yoon Si-woo open the bag of condoms with excitement, thinking, ‘Yoon Si-woo is thinking about it too.’
Honestly, I was a little curious. Since I’ve never dated anyone, I’ve never had the chance to see exactly what was inside the bag.
By the way, the reason I know that the condom bag looks like that is because a friend once gave me one to use as a talisman, saying that if you put a condom in your wallet, money will come in.
Anyway, I was amazed, thinking, ‘Oh, condoms are like that,’ but
“… Huh?”
The moment I saw Yoon Si-woo put it on his, I couldn’t be amazed anymore.
Until it was touching my stomach earlier, I thought, ‘It’s just a little big,’ but when I actually saw it properly like this, Yoon Si-woo’s was much bigger than I thought.
No, I said it was okay for me to do it, but no matter what, it’s just too… Is that a size that’s okay to put in a person?
I suddenly felt scared because I could see that even the condom that was put on was too big to handle, and I thought that I wouldn’t be safe if that thing came in, so I spoke urgently to Yoon Si-woo.
“Y, Yoon Si-woo… Isn’t that too big…?”
“… Is that so?”
“Is that so, no… It’s incomparably bigger than the ones I’ve seen from other men, yours…?”
But I asked him a question to ask if he was really going to put something that big in me.
However, Yoon Si-woo, who had been looking a little embarrassed but happy until he was asked if that thing was too big, suddenly hardened his expression after hearing what I said next.
Then he strode up to me and asked me again.
“… Have you ever seen other men’s things?”
Yoon Si-woo looked angry for some reason when he asked me that question.
… Did he feel like I was saying something about it being too big without even knowing what it was?
Of course, Yoon Si-woo might feel like I’m saying something like that when I don’t know much about it… .
Since I know the average size of a man, I answered Yoon Si-woo without being afraid.
“I, I’ve seen it before… .”
“… How did it happen?”
“That’s because, somehow… .”
“… … .”
You naturally see it when you go to a sauna or the military… .
I answered honestly, but Yoon Si-woo, who became quiet at my answer, seemed even angrier than before I answered.
Huh, why… ? Since he has the Holy Sword of Truth, Yoon Si-woo must have known that I wasn’t lying… ?
While I was flustered by Yoon Si-woo’s unexpected reaction, Yoon Si-woo sighed and muttered something quietly.
“Haa… That’s okay. Anyway, it was me who started it all… .”
I couldn’t hear him clearly because he was mumbling so quietly, but fortunately, Yoon Si-woo, who was mumbling like that, seemed to have calmed down a bit.
At that, I quickly continued what I was going to say to Yoon Si-woo, thinking this was my chance.
“More than that, Yoon Si-woo, yours is really big… ? Look at this, if you do this… y, it’ll reach here…”
I approached Yoon Si-woo and pushed my stomach against his thing, as if telling him to see the size with his own eyes.
When I measured it while clinging to him like that, Yoon Si-woo’s tip lightly reached above my belly button.
When I saw the size with my own eyes, I gulped and felt dry saliva flowing down my throat without realizing it.
I should say that I felt a sense of intimidation at that impressive size.
Anyway, as I unconsciously forgot what to say due to that feeling, Yoon Si-woo suddenly bit his lips and pulled me hard by his arms and asked.
“… So, it’s big?”
“Ahh… Eung, big… .”
“… Than other men’s?”
“Ugh… much, much more than other men’s…”
The more Yoon Si-woo pulled, the more the thing pressed down on my stomach.
I was creeped out by the way it looked as if it was scaring me, saying, “I’m going to put this in here from now on,” and I pleaded with Yoon Si-woo to save me.
“This, if something this big comes in, I’ll be ruined… I’ll be ruined…”
It was right after I said that.
Yoon Si-woo, who had been pulling me hard enough to the point of being scary, let out a long sigh and slowly relaxed his arms.
Yoon Si-woo gently hugged me and asked me, stroking my head gently.
“Haaaaa… Is that why you’re scared? Because my thing looks so big?”
“Eung… .”
When he stroked my head like that, I suddenly felt incredibly relieved, so I nodded while burying my head in Yoon Si-woo’s arms, and Yoon Si-woo continued to stroke my head and muttered.
“It’s okay, Scarlett. You don’t have to be so scared. I won’t hurt you.”
“… Liar. How can something that big not hurt when it’s coming in?”
You have to make sense.
I muttered with a look of disbelief at Yoon Si-woo’s obvious lie, just like the doctor who gave me a really painful injection when I was young, saying, “It doesn’t hurt.”
But Yoon Si-woo burst into laughter when he saw me like that.
“Pfft, I told you so. I put it in yesterday and it was fine.”
“Huh…?”
I made a blank expression at Yoon Si-woo’s words.
Oh… I see. Now that I think about it, that thing went into my body yesterday too.
I had already experienced it, but I forgot it for a moment because I couldn't remember it, and I heard it through Yoon Si-woo's mouth.
After hearing it, I realized that I had said something incredibly stupid.
The shame surged up to the tip of my head.
Even without seeing it with my eyes, I could feel the heat reaching the tip of my ears, so I buried my face deep in Yoon Si-woo’s arms to hide my blushing face.
Yoon Si-woo giggled as if he thought I was cute and hugged me tightly, then whispered in my ear.
“So now, is it okay for me to really do this?”
“… … .”
When I nodded silently to that question, Yoon Si-woo, who had been holding me, let go of me slightly.
After Yoon Si-woo and I separated slightly, our eyes naturally met.
The moment I saw those eyes filled with affection for me, I felt as if the air around us had turned slightly pink.
Ah… Is this the kind of atmosphere that I only heard about in words, where we naturally do things?
At that momentary silence between us.
Unable to bear the strange atmosphere, I asked Yoon Si-woo.
“Um… So what should I do now? I, I don’t really know…”
I asked out of pure curiosity.
Even if I did, I didn’t remember yesterday, so I didn’t know what to do or in what order to start.
Yoon Si-woo answered my question with a small smile.
“I’ll tell you.”
And at the same time.
Kiss.
Yoon Si-woo’s lips covered mine.
That was my first kiss, not my first kiss.
I was so flustered that I couldn’t remember the taste or the feel.
But Yoon Si-woo’s eyes, filled with affection, looked at me.
I could definitely remember.