Chapter 394
Chapter 394
“Ugh… … .”
As soon as I came to, a groan escaped my lips from a pounding headache.
Strange, why does my head hurt like a hangover the day after drinking?
Ugh, I definitely went to a class reunion with Yoon Si-woo, and my throat burned because Yoon Si-woo confessed something embarrassing there… .
… Oh, damn it. Was that alcohol? I made a mistake.
I realized that the part where my memory was cut off was when I drank the drink from the cup on the table because my throat was so burnt, and I sighed deeply inside when I realized that I had accidentally drunk the drink.
Haa… If I drank in front of all the kids and got drunk, did I really have another embarrassing memory?
Oh my… If I had another video like that, I would have been embarrassed to walk around… .
The video of my drinking habits, which was the biggest embarrassing memory of my life and would have been the subject of endless teasing from my friends for years in the previous world.
I suddenly felt depressed when I imagined that that rascal might have appeared here too.
That must have been why.
“Ugh, what the… Why here again… .”
It was only then that I realized the strange tingling sensation I felt in a place I couldn’t tell if it was my lower body or lower abdomen.
It wasn’t the kind of stomachache you get from eating something bad, but rather a pain similar to a bruise from hitting something hard.
Did I hit my lower abdomen with something when I was drunk and get a bruise?
For some reason, I woke up crying and forcing myself to open my eyes that weren’t open properly the next day, and I tried to lift the blanket that was covering my body to check the condition of my lower abdomen.
But the moment I opened my eyes, I saw something strange.
“… Hmm?”
The first strange thing I saw was, for some reason, the ceiling of a different room than mine.
“… … Hmm?”
The second strange thing I saw was that when I lifted the blanket I was covering myself with, for some reason, I was lying naked.
And the last thing was, lying next to me in the same blanket,
“… … Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek?!”
Yoon Siwoo, who was also naked.
“… Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek?!”
When I saw that, I was so shocked that I screamed and almost backflipped on the bed, putting more distance between me and Yoon Siwoo.
… Why, why are Yoon Siwoo and I sleeping in the same bed, under the same blanket?
Or at least that much, why are we both naked?!
That was the moment when I was completely panicked by the embarrassing situation and didn’t know what to do.
“Eeeeeeeeeeeeek?”
Hearing my scream, Yoon Si-woo woke up and said, lifting himself up from under the blanket.
For some reason, he had a smile on his face that seemed incredibly satisfied.
But to me, all I could see was his naked body, revealed by the blanket slipping down.
I had already served in the military, so I thought it was nothing to be excited about seeing a man’s naked body.
For some reason, at that moment, I felt so embarrassed about seeing him naked and being seen that my hair turned white.
My head was filled with thoughts that I had to hurry up and that I shouldn’t see him, so I quickly pulled the blanket over me and wrapped myself tightly in it from head to toe, and then I just stuck my mouth out and shouted.
“Yoon Si-woo…! What, what, what happened…!!”
“Huh…? What happened? What…?”
“Why was I sleeping in the same bed as you…! Naked at that…!”
Unlike me, I asked Yoon Si-woo, who was calm for some reason, what on earth happened while I was drunk yesterday that made us end up like this.
Then Yoon Si-woo asked me back.
“… Seo, really Scarlett. Don’t you remember anything? What we did yesterday?”
In an extremely embarrassed manner.
However, since I really didn’t remember anything, I asked Yoon Si-woo in a trembling voice, wondering what on earth we did to be so flustered.
“Uh, what did we do yesterday…? Sorry… I, I really don’t remember anything… .”
“Ah… … .”
At my question, Yoon Si-woo sighed and became quiet.
He suddenly became so quiet that I was worried.
So I opened my eyes slightly through the gap in the blanket so that only Yoon Si-woo’s face could be seen, and I saw him with an incredibly bewildered expression.
Almost like someone who had lost his country.
… If he made that kind of expression when I said I didn’t remember, did something happen yesterday that would make Yoon Si-woo incredibly happy?
What could possibly happen?
Hmm, maybe he was the guy who confessed to me when I said I liked him, so I accepted his confession.
… Or maybe something more than that, with me.
I was wondering, but I thought I should check, so I asked Yoon Si-woo with a trembling heart.
“… Hey, Yoon Si-woo? Just in case… Did I sleep with you, like… yesterday? In a dirty way?”
“… … Yes.”
“Sigh… .”
At Yoon Si-woo's answer, a groan escaped my lips.
Even though I was drunk, I thought that I had caused such a big accident, so I held my head and muttered in a gloomy voice.
"What should I do... This is really not right... We're not even dating, so why would I do something like this... ."
"Ugh... ."
As soon as I muttered that, Yoon Si-woo let out a “ugh” sound as if he had been hit by something and his expression suddenly distorted.
Yoon Si-woo’s face, with his eyes reddened, looked so heartbroken, like someone who had been betrayed by someone he trusted.
When I saw Yoon Si-woo like that, I felt a sense of deja vu and briefly recalled an old memory, as if I had seen that expression somewhere.
Yes, it happened when I was a high school student.
At the time, my mother was helping out in the kitchen at a small restaurant, and I often visited that restaurant to go home with my mother after finishing my school work late at night.
But one day, when I visited the restaurant, my mother was sitting at a female customer’s table and comforting her.
After the customer, who had been crying and complaining for a long time and had tear stains on her cheeks, left, I asked my mother what was going on, and my mother told me the customer’s story in a voice full of pity.
- Because that girl was someone I liked There was a guy who followed me around, and I confessed to him while we were drinking together yesterday, and he accepted my confession. So I ended up going home with him and spending the night together, but he said he didn’t remember anything because he was drunk and cut off contact with me. He said I was such a bad person.
I wondered where I had seen Yoon Si-woo’s expression, and it felt exactly like the expression of the customer I saw that day.
The situation was also a bit similar, so I guess I should say it overlapped more.
Just as I was thinking that, I heard Yoon Si-woo’s voice.
“I’m sorry… I’m sorry, Scarlett… I knew you were drunk… I should have been more careful… I was wrong… I’m sorry…”
Yoon Si-woo apologized to me with a face soaked in guilt.
As soon as I saw Yoon Si-woo apologizing like that, I remembered the conversation between the customer and my mother that day.
- Oh… It’s my fault. It was my fault for believing that drunk guy and going along with him… .
- Oh my, don’t say that. What’s wrong with you, Miss? It’s all the fault of that bad guy.
Is that why?
As I listened to Yoon Si-woo’s apology, my heart started pounding with guilt.
… What is it, why do I feel like I did something wrong?
Is it really my fault?
When I thought about it, he was a good guy who said he liked me so much but never touched me, so if he couldn’t hold back and touched me, did I really seduce him?
While I was thinking about that, Yoon Si-woo said.
“I hit you when you were drunk and couldn’t judge properly, so it must have been rape… Haha, I’m going to turn myself in. Should I go to the police station…?”
As I saw Yoon Si-woo say that with his eyes completely devastated and devastated, an alarm bell rang in my head.
Oh, this is a big deal… If this continues, Yoon Si-woo will become a criminal…!
So, just as I was desperately thinking about how to resolve this situation,
A thought suddenly flashed through my head.
… There is a way to cleanly resolve this situation.
“… … .”
But at the same time, it was a method that required a great deal of determination from me.
After thinking deeply for a while like that,
“Ssup, hoo… .”
I quickly made a decision, took a deep breath, and called out to Yoon Si-woo while poking my head out from under the blanket.
“… Yoon Si-woo.”
I saw Yoon Si-woo looking at me with dead eyes at my call.
And then I made a request to that guy.
“You know… do that.”
“… that?”
“Oh, why… that’s what you always say to me… .”
“… Ah.”
Yoon Si-woo seemed to realize what I was asking him to do, but he hesitated.
Well, if I suddenly asked him to do it in this situation, I would be flustered too.
“Hurry up.”
“Oh, I get it… .”
Still, Yoon Si-woo cleared his throat once, as if he had decided to do something because I urged him.
“… I like you. Please go out with me.”
The confession I always heard from Yoon Si-woo.
When I heard that, instead of rejecting it right away like I always did, I asked Yoon Si-woo indirectly.
“How many times is this?”
“… This is the 100th time.”
“Wow… That’s a lot.”
I was surprised to hear the number 100, so I looked at Yoon Si-woo’s face for a moment, who had been rejected so many times but still hadn’t given up on me.
I just smirked and said.
“Okay, let’s do that.”
“… Huh?”
“Didn’t you hear? Say it again?”
If it’s a problem that people who aren’t even dating do that to each other, then they should date properly so that it doesn’t become a problem.
That was the solution I came up with.
However, even though I told him that, Yoon Si-woo looked dumbfounded, probably because he still didn’t understand the situation.
I smiled slightly and told him once more with certainty.
“Let’s date. As you said at the beginning, seriously, with marriage in mind.”
Yoon Si-woo, I’ll take responsibility. That’s what she said to me on the way home that day when she listened to the guest’s complaints.
- Son. I think our good son would never do that, but when you grow up, you have to be a man who knows how to take responsibility for your actions. Can’t you just pretend not to know because you did something while drunk like that bad guy?
That’s why I decided to take responsibility for my actions, just like my mother said.
Like a man, and like an adult.
Why, when I think about my age in the other world, I’m still older than Yoon Si-woo.
So, wouldn’t it be right for me, the relatively adult, to take responsibility?
I was thinking that in my head and applauding my manly decision.
“Is… it okay?”
Yoon Si-woo asked me that with a look of discontent after hearing that I wanted to date him.
I was curious why the person who always confessed to me, saying let’s date, did this when I actually asked.
“If you’re forcing yourself because of what happened yesterday, then there’s no need to force yourself… I’m okay…”
When I heard what he said next, I could immediately understand why Yoon Si-woo was doing that.
Of course, from Yoon Si-woo’s perspective, since I always rejected him, he might have felt like he had no choice but to accept because of the sexual encounter.
However, I also made this decision after thinking it over very deeply.
I’ve liked Yoon Si-woo since a long time ago.
I like him because I think he’s precious, and I want him to be happy.
But if you ask me if I like him as a person of the opposite sex?
Up until now, I thought that it was strange in the first place, so why should I think about it?
It’s not that it’s possible or impossible, but I never even thought about it in the first place.
That’s why I thought about it seriously for the first time today.
If I like Yoon Shi-woo as a lover, it can make Yoon Shi-woo happy.
Could I like Yoon Shi-woo as a lover in order to make Yoon Shi-woo happy?
I was the first to seriously consider that, and my conclusion was.
‘It’s possible’… no, correct.
‘Huh? Isn’t it great?’
When I thought about it, there really was no reason for me not to do it.
Could I make Yoon Shi-woo happy just by changing my mind a little?
Could I simply repay my debt of love to Yoon Shi-woo, who has done so much for me?
The satisfaction I would feel from that would be enormous just thinking about it.
The resistance I felt from seeing Yoon Shi-woo as a lover was much less, practically non-existent.
It was so strange that I thought it was strange that I had been rejecting this very thought until now.
I was surprised that I didn’t feel any resistance myself.
Maybe it’s because I became a woman.
Or maybe it’s because I’m the type of person who can easily change my mind, since I’ve always heard people say, “Hey, you’ll adapt and live well wherever you go,” no matter where I go.
Anyway, that’s how I decided to live as a woman from today on, in order to make Yoon Si-woo happy, and to make myself happy with that.
I’m a woman who knows how to take responsibility for her actions, and I’m a manlier woman than anyone else!
Well, to conclude, the reason I decided to date Yoon Si-woo was because I truly thought it was good.
I smiled at Yoon Si-woo and asked him back to let him know how sincere I was.
“Really? Did it sound like I was being forced?”
You should know, whether I really meant what I said or not.
When I asked him that, Yoon Si-woo shook his head blankly.
“… Scarlett!!”
Soon, his emotions surged as he shouted my name and came to me, hugging me tightly.
I could tell how happy Yoon Si-woo was right now without even looking at his face.
Ahaha… If I knew you liked me this much, I would have confessed to you a long time ago.
Just as I was thinking that,
“Ah….”
“What….”
Suddenly, the movements of both of us suddenly stopped.
That, it was good that Yoon Si-woo was happy and hugged me.
I felt something poking my lower abdomen from beyond the blanket.
Uh… um… I guess he was also very happy that the confession came true… .
At that moment, an awkward atmosphere that I couldn’t express in words flowed between us.
Suddenly, I thought.
… Thinking about it, she was feeling guilty for forcing herself on me when I was drunk a little while ago, but isn’t this the chance to let it all go?
Yeah, now that we’re properly dating, it’s not a bad thing… .
When I thought about it that far, I carefully asked Yoon Si-woo.
“Uh, Yoon Si-woo…? Uh, since we’re dating now… If you want to, you can do it…?”
“…….”
Yoon Si-woo didn’t answer that question.
Yoon Si-woo below suddenly answered!